10 more flights before everything ends.
and im having a mixture of feelings. half of me didnt want to go , half of myself felt more free as days passed.
i made this decision myself, i shouldnt regret.i know i shouldnt..

been having weird dreams lately that freaked me out. weird nightmares like taking a ride in those wild wild wet alike tunneled slides, except that in the dream, it was never ending.

had a great night with the usual clique last night but it gave me a terrible headache througout the flight today=(
had dinner and drank a little with denglin just now after work,kinda understand the pain he was going thru, and somehow or rather, it also makes me cherish what i have even more..

its nearly 3am and i've got work tml.ai ya!